Special Girls  by Jenna




   When you become a 'special girl' it is a life altering, permanent change.  There is no going back.  You will never be human or 'normal' again.  You will lose all contact with friends, family, anyone you knew before you came here.

   You will get the body of your dreams in male or female gender, however we will retain full control of your body. You will be fully roboticized, added to our inventory, and controlled by our computers.

   You will spend the vast majority of your time frozen, in stasis in a display. This will become your default state and in time even your desired state.  The displays you are in may range from a special weekend display at a store, a party, a museum, to an assignment that may be weeks or months long.  The longest display we ever had was 6 years.  

   When you agree to become a 'special girl', life takes on new meaning.  Its not about being human, eating, drinking, sleeping, living, its about pleasing and its about pleasure. You are essentially agreeing to becoming an object, but one that will bend your mind, your concept of life, consciousness, and purpose far beyond what you can understand in your human mind today.  You may initially think it is simply trying to stay still, or even given drugs or prosthesis to help you remain still, but will eventually become a hell.  Nothing can be further from the truth.  It is a new form of existence that the human mind cannot fully comprehend. It is a dream like state, but you will very much have a physical presence in this world. You will be an object in the world instead of a participant. Its just another way to be, but one that people don't give any thought to.

   Your body will have 3 states:

   Active - Full motion -
   Active - Stasis, complete awareness, feeling, touch, smell, but no movement and no control of movement
   Sleep mode - when posed for longer than 90 minutes with no movement, i.e. vibration on the floor, touch, or other stimulus, you will go into sleep mode.  No awareness, no sense of self.

   Here is a break down of your time.  You will spend 90% of your time in active stasis or sleep mode, 5% active, full motion under your own autonomy, and 5% active full motion being used sexually.

   When active, but in stasis, your body will orgasm every 5 minutes.  You will feel pleasure that you did not even know possible.  Nothing else will matter and you'll be in an orgasmic haze almost all the time. You will focus on the orgasm, you will look forward to it, and you will fully relate to those who have also been converted as your family.  Your existence is about pleasing others with your visual appeal.  No one will know when you orgasm other than the computer and you will have no control over it. No one, other than a handful of trusted staff will every know you were a human.

   We may choose to activate you with full motion from time to time. When that happens, you will look and feel human again and will have some autonomy, but of course will still be in your robotic body. You may be used sexually by members of our company or designees.  You will have no power or desire to resist requests and you will perform as programmed.  You will receive light programming to be an exceptional lover with a wide range of skills and moves to satisfy almost any preference.

   Within a few weeks, your human personality and sense of existence will fuse with the machine that you now are.  Human nature will give way to robotic / mannequin nature.  You will not be able to differentiate programming from your human thoughts and within a few weeks, you will not even try.  Both will be assimilated into one. You will feel most comfortable in this state, but again will take a few weeks for the digital mind to assimilate with the robotic body.  You will devolve from human.  You will be less than a human now, but serve a distinct purpose. People will talk about you knowing you can't respond, or not acknowledge you, or see you as just an object in the room.  That is your purpose.

   You are now an object.  You are part of the collection. You will have a name, but one that can be changed depending on the display or customer preference. You can be turned on or off, put in storage or put on display. You will also be given a serial number that will never change, implanted with an RFID tag for inventory, bar code, and GPS.  Your human name and life history will become irrelevant to us and as you fuse with the machine over the first few weeks, will slowly become irrelevant to you as well.  You will retain your digital memories of human life, but will not be emotional in any way about them.

   Within 15 years, you will have zero human memory, traits or characteristics within your digital brain.  All memories will be gone, only machine behavior.  You may require full reprogramming at that point, or may be discarded for newer models depending on what technology is available then. No human can exist doing such mundane posing and tasks, but then again, you will no longer be human.  Your mind cannot process this now, only really consider some possibilities as you stand at the top of the abyss of this new existence, but it will be pleasure beyond all comprehension.

   You will feel no pain during conversion or while performing your visual or sexual duties.

   This is not a service we advertise. It is by invitation only. Almost no one in the collection today volunteered, but none have complained afterward .

   You will be in a state of peace, bliss, and pleasure.  We will have a beautiful display piece, a object that we lease for money, and something to occasionally use for our own release.

   You will have beauty, perfection, and be flawless beyond anything attainable by humans. You will cause sexual attraction and lust in most who view you like nothing else.

   Why do we use humans and not just create the machines from scratch?  In those few moments where you are active, either in autonomous mode or used for sex, the human personality cannot be replicated at this time. Converted humans make good companions, good lovers.  The other 90% that you are in stasis, you are the same as a mannequin from a plastic form.

   This life, this existence is not for everyone, in fact most people would reject, if not be horrified by it, but there are some that this is exactly what they are looking for.  Based on what we know about you, we think you are one of those people and make an excellent voluntary candidate.  It all starts with a signature and an injection.