Hi my name is Julia. I am a German student. I have blond hair, blue eyes, and I'm thin and small. Under normal circumstances, I would probably be very popular (especially among the boys).But unfortunately, I am also a asperger Autist. I pay no attention to my appearance; I'm shy and always am alone. Although I have good grades, my future prospects are bad.
I know that I'll never get a job that really fills me.   If they do not even put me in a workshop in order to reduce their Quote. However, there is a way out of this life. In our educational system there is a way to get a lot of money for the family. Normally only the most stupid students choose this path. „Well, they will be surprised!”
 
So today is the crucial day! For once, I'm paid attention to my appearance. I got my best dress dressed and I've even shaved in certain areas! Throughout the day, all look at me.
"And you will even be more amazed when I'm done!" I say to myself. "Ding Dong" the bell rings, it was 12:00 a clock. Now the one room is open, which any reasonable student
avoid "But I am no longer reasonable!" I enter the room.

"Julia? You've forgotten again where you have to go? I do not think ..." Our home economics teacher says. "Please ... give ... give me the documents" I stutter. It was only a small office, a desk and two chairs. Too bad I would have expected more. "Julia Are you sure? You know my job is to advise you honestly!" he says surprised.  "Your grades are good."
"I know." my answer
"Your family doesn’t need the money."
"I know."
"You have to be naked in front of strangers!"
"I ... I know!"
"There is no turning back you're going to ..."
"I know all that, I am absolutely certain!" I try to act confident.
He thinks for a moment "Well I guess you would achieve a high quality ..." He gives me the documents. "Now if you really want it, you should report at "Hilton club". But remember as soon as you handed over the form, there is no turning back.” Then he tells me where I have to go.

The restaurant was easier to find, as I would have thought. Nevertheless, now that I stand in front of the place, I hesitate. "You want that! Do you really want such a senseless life?" I make myself courage. Several times I try to open the door, but again and again I back away! Suddenly a staff member comes out, a beautiful woman, as far as I can tell. "What's up? Do not worry, there's no shame in wanting to try it, I had my first meat, when I was a lot younger like you." ".. Well... I'm not here for that reason," trembles my whole body.  "Oh you're here because of that… And now you have changed your mind?” "No I Want!" I shout suddenly with all my heart. She looks at me with respect. "That requires courage; I myself have never managed to do it. I wish you good luck." "Please wait!" I take once again all my courage. "Can you take me with you?"  "Of course I like to help." She takes me by the hand and leads me in.

Very slowly I follow her. The whole restaurant exudes luxury. But nobody seems to be there.
"Marvel not the guests usually arrive in the evening," she tells me. But I had no time to looking around. Because we immediately go into a small room. In the room there is a table and all sorts of Medical Equipment. “Do you have the forms?" She asks me suddenly. "Oh ... yes ... here." I pull the form out of my bag. She says, "Well your last chance not to do it." I quickly push the documents into her hands.  "So you're now officially owned by the restaurant." she says with delight. Then she starts questioning me.
“Age?”  “18!”  I answer honestly   “Size?”  “5'1 ft.!" You're really small. Okay now the most important thing: you have, or do you take drugs or alcohol?   “NO!” “Any illness or physical problem?” This time I hesitate „I'm autistic ..." For a moment I thought it would stop me once again...
"That will not be a problem!" Relieved, I look at her.

"Well, it's time to grade you!” The woman suddenly became serious “Please strip! The clothes you can put into the box" Now it was really serious, so far only my parents had seen me naked! Cautiously, I take off my shoes and socks. Then even more reluctant, I pull off my dress. Now I only wear my underwear. “That's not enough, you still hiding the most important!" she explains. I breathe in and out deeply, and then I finally strip completely. Next I had to lay face down on the table. The table is very cold and my nervousness reaches new heights. Gently she touches my whole back. "A good ass you have, and thy flesh seems to be delicately ..." she's talking to herself. Now I have to lie on my back. Again she gropes me completely. I wince as she touched my breasts "A bit small, but the shape is good" When she arrives at my vagina she laughs suddenly. "Looks like you have fun." She touched briefly my vagina that is probably the most erotic moment of my life so far. But then she stopped! "You're still a virgin? Okay I think I know exactly what to do with you!” She writes something on the Form. Shy I ask "What next?" She says "Congratulations, Grade A Julia you're a spit roast!" "Spit roast?" I do not know if I should be proud, or whether fear.  I had some questions, but she just disappeared. "Make yourself comfortable, I think you still have half an hour!"

It was the longest and most agonizing half hour of my life. Then finally she came back! Under one arm she carried a small box in the other she held a very long packet, the latter looked very heavy.  "We can get started! Please lie down again!" I try finally to ask "What ...."
She interrupts me "Do not worry I'll explain everything while I'm doing it!" She opens the small box. She takes out a white cloth and disinfectant. “I'm going to inject two medications. One is a poison that destroys all unwanted substances in your Body. The Poison will kill you after 4 hours, but that not matter anyway. The second is to ensure that you survive longer! Normally, the pain would kill you after a very short time, but customers want to have a show!” I do not have time to complain. Two Painful stitches in my arm later, my fate is sealed! I start again to tremble. "You now will get seasoned!” She starts to massage something on my body. I quit shaking, it feels incredibly good. From alone I turn around even so she can rub my back. All too soon it is finished and I have to turn on the back again.   However, only briefly, because she strokes my vagina with something warm. It also did not feel bad, I’m easily excited. "This is oil, so that the penetration is much easier!"  At last she opens the oblong box.  "Okay now I'll impale you!"

She gets the spear out of the box. It is a nearly 2-meter-long iron rod. "It looks very thick ..." I say, "This really fit?" "Because you're so small, it will go even more quickly and easily." She says to boost my self-confidence. She pours some oil on the top of the spit. "Sit back!" she pushes the top of the spit in my vagina. It is a completely strange and new feeling for me. Although it is very cold, it feels not bad. Any moment I expect that the pain starts. But first she moved the spit just back and forth. That excited me so much that I have an orgasm.
"No one should die a virgin!" She says. Then she pushed for the first time. I feel indescribable pain in my stomach. "That was your uterus wall." On and on she pushed him in. Although I had to cry, my body is strangely calm, it is construed like an instinct! Now where the spit was half inside she paused. "Now you really need to be quiet, or I'll kill you too soon!" I remain calm, as she extremely painfully and slowly pushed it up to my neck. "Do you have any last words?" she asks me. "I was never destined to become old! This is the reason for which I was born!" I say as if in trance. "You're right Grade A meat!" She says with a smile, as she completely impales me!  Reflexively I open my mouth. Now I can see the tip of the rod. Hard to believe that it had shortly before penetrated my vagina…

My logic tells me that I had to suffocate. But something in the spit made sure that I still breathe. An assistant came into the room. Previously, the presence of a man would have bothered me, but now I didn’t care. They not explain anything anymore; I just was a roast now! I have to guess everything myself. First they turned me on my stomach. I felt how my feet were tied to the spit. Right after they tied my hands behind my back. Strangely enough, I had already gotten used to the spit, as if he has always been a part of me. My thoughts were distracted by something elongated in my butt. When I painfully felt the barbs, I knew that it had to be the stabilizer. I had to rotate after all! "Let us try!" she said as they lifted me up together. It seemed to hold; now I was finally prepared!

Together they carry me into the restaurant. In the corner of my eye I saw my goal. They had built up a barbecue set, two Y-shaped brackets waiting for me! "Okay be careful!"  She says. Meanwhile, the restaurant has become very crowded ... "click … click."  They already have attached me. Shortly I could catch a glimpse of the grill plate, yet it was pitching black, but certainly not for long!  Suddenly she speaks to me again. „Everything seems to have worked. Enjoy the ride!"  She presses a button, the machine awakes. I only perceive a glow beneath me, then the heat hit me. As soon as it starts to become uncomfortable, I start to rotate. I feel how butter is coated on me. The heat fast get unbearable, but still I'm happy! The smell the sound of my sweat and butter dripping onto the grill, it's like a dream! My thoughts drift slowly. My body slowly turns reddish. The last that I consciously perceive, is the "shhhhssss" on the grill.

Now I see myself roasting. I see how they serve me on a plate.
Piece by piece, everything is eaten. Then it was all over, my bones were just tossed in the trash. And my head is mounded in the gallery of the restaurant; he was only one of many...
I fulfill my purpose of existence. Peacefully I disappear out of existence!