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It is time

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If I committed suicide right now
& decided to disappear
Who would know or care?
I would get lost among thousands
Who commit suicide every day
Who would shed a tear?
I could be few words in the journal
In a corner beside the feuilleton
The words could not be even clear
Someone could mention me
In the internet & say
She well did by killing herself
She already was a sear
Nobody loved her or wanted her
She was always stepped aside
Or thrown away to the rear.

It is time to say enough
It is time to tighten the noose
& get rid of this disgraceful fear.
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It is time by Sweetcidal

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amemoriii Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2015  Student Digital Artist
I care. If someone else doesn't, let them be. But some people are here for you. We care. Don't go. Let the final trigger pass away, into the ocean of sad memories.Huggle! 
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ShadowLivormortis Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014
Yes sister, nobody cares about us...Personally I must end with this masquerade called life...I am really a futile person
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Sweetcidal Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Same here
Have you set a certain plan or date
I am just waiting the final trigger in my life
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Flameboy007 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014
I would care.
:tighthug:
It's a great poem by the way
:)
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Sweetcidal Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you
But you are wasting your time for someone isn't worthy
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Flameboy007 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014
bs
You most definately are worth my time
Talk to me whenever you want
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Sweetcidal Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you ^^
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Flameboy007 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014
:)
Just know I'm here for you
:tighthug:
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Sweetcidal Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Oh that hug almost broke my ribs ^^
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Flameboy007 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014
D:
Sowy!
:3
Hehee
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MadMonaLisa Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Well... I dont care if you think you're not worthy. I'm decided to care. I would care. :)

Btw, beautiful poem...
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Sweetcidal Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you very much <3
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Emogirlblackfire123 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Student Writer
This is very deep, but I like it.
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Sweetcidal Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks
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Emogirlblackfire123 Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2014  Student Writer
You're welcome. :)
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:iconsweetcidal: More from Sweetcidal

My Empty Heart"Fuck yourself bitch" you said
& That is the trigger
Which urges me to press the trigger
I was wrong
I thought you still have some love
Some kindness some passion
Some respect to memories
Memories used to be better
But I was wrong
You have turned my memories bitter
I'm looking at the gun barrel
Looking for the exit
Cursing the day we met in twitter
I'm staring at the shining bullets
They are cold
Comparing with your cold heart they are better
They'll take your place in my heart
Oh my heart
Already nothing remained just litter
My feelingYes, I feel numb
so soon I'm going to succumb.
Yes, I'm full of dirt
& this will never convert.
Yes, I love my pain
whatever I try to feign.
Yes, I can certify
my body is going to mortify.
Yes, i'm suicidal
& this is my very ideal.
I'm DoneYes I'm done I have prepared everything & won't miss this time
I'm ready it will be very fast but I'm going to wait 24 hours saying good bye to friends
Thank you friends & watchers for all support & comments
Don't forget me I love you
Why the hour doesn't come?I'm less worthy than the lonely flower
Bloomed early in the winter
But buried alive in the snow
Disappointed it's sower
Water freezes in leafs, & petals cower.
O surgeon take your hand off my heart
I have no more power
I'm saying goodbye
Like the sun in my horizon.
Like desert cut hope of empty clouds
I can't exhale the pain
Out off my chest
I'm just waiting my hour.
Do you hear the same voice?I wonder
Does anyone hear the same appeal
It says: It's time to reveal
It encourages me
To lock myself in the bath
Take a razor & sketch my path
It emboldens to take a rope
To block the veins till I dope
It heartens me to drown in bathtub
& stop looking through a tube
I'm just consuming others oxygen
This is not accepted by any religion
I'm just a wet blanket
So shooting my heart shall fix it
Shooting meDon't worry
I didn't buy the gun to use it on you
Death is a gift
& you don't deserve it.
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Purpose in LifeThe tears start to fall,
as I take the blade to my wrist.
The emotions I am feeling,
are a way to release the pain.
The tears fall like a river flowing,
in the deepness of my heart.
This life that I have lived,
is a memory I will one day forget.
The tears roll down,
on my rosy sensitive skin.
This feeling that I always get,
makes me tingly all around.
My mind starts to fail,
as I think of the past I live.
This pain deep inside,
will one day disappear.
I have lived my life,
for one purpose only.
That purpose I live,
is to be in your arms forever
No RemedyPopping pills
Won't make the
Pain
Go away.
Slicing your
Wrists and arms
Won't make you
Go numb.
Getting in bed
With him
Will only
Make you hollow.
Getting high
Won't dissolve
Your worries
And fears.
Drinking your weight
In alcohol
Won't make you
Forget the pain.
Don't you think
For one second
That self-destruction
Will be of any help.
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