The Dream (part 1) : Deliver Us from Evil

I always born with a dream. Since a little girl my mother told me that the woman in our family has born with gift to foresee everything within our dream. My mom said it is the Goddess gift for us. My mother is a gypsy, a tarot reader, a healer and a wench. She works by healing people and reading their fortune, but mostly she spent the night charmed the nobleman with her golden hair and pleasing them in bed for a pouch of gold. By the time i adolescence i had a strong desire that the divine is seeking for me. God is calling for me, and i know it when the Church baptize people of my town. I run, leaving my mother to serve the God, Lord O Mighty. Under the black garment of Nun i serve my body and soul for the God. 

That day, i woke up from a nightmare. I say the sky is scorch with flames as the Turks march into our land. I tried to warn my holy Sister and Father from the Church. They said i have to leave everything from my past, my dream is only dream and only God will save us and lead us. Not the pagan Gods or their signs. I became worried, and how sad i am when my dream come true. The Turks did march to our lands. Killing almost everyone in town and villages. I have warn Sister Sophia and Katrina to run through the burned forest. I cannot save everyone, but at least i save two of my Sister. 

We split up to ask help and warn nearby lords and kings. I run south, Sister Sophia run west, and Sister Katrina run north. At my travel to south i hide in the bush several times to avoid the Turks army, thanks to my small height, i easily hide in the bush. On the lonely path to south i meet a man with black clothing riding a cart. It a priest ! I hurried to him. "Oh what happen Sister ? You seems tired." I caught my breath and explain to him that Turks is invading north from the coast. He suggest that i come with him and find a safe place. While I sleep on Father Richard cart, i had a dream i arriving at night with Father Richard to a big castle, when we arrived at the gate, the crows greet us and fly above the castle.

"If that the case then we cannot go to Rome right now." "Yes Father." I said. "Look father a castle. The lord might give use shelter there." "You are right sister, lets hurry there." I and Father Richard hurry the horse in the dusk to a castle in the horizon of Hungary. 

We reach the castle at night, we stop before its big gate and suddenly crows who seems silence on the gate, fly away as a man open the gate for us, and the crow fly above the castle .... just like my dream.

"My name is Gerson, i watched over this castle and the Countess. She still young and she just inherited the title from her passing Mother." the man take us to the castle.

"Good evening. Lady and Gent. What brought you to my castle ?" A charming young lady greet us from the top of the stairs. "Good evening your highness. I am a priest from Rome, and This is Sister Joanna. We seek shelter and protection from Turks under your mighty castle. I hope your highness is allowed us to stay." "Oh sure. Holy Sisters from Rome is always welcomed at my castle. You can have the room on the east wing, and your male companion can sleep on one of the helping hand house near the wall. My faithful butler will show you the way."   

I'm so happy that the countess greet us with hospitality and give us warm welcome. I quickly inform Sister Sophia and Sister Katrina through a letter, that i sent with the help from countess Anastasia spy herself. 

I had a long sleep after dinner, but i had a weird dream that night. In my dream, there is a lot of female moaning across the castle, from east wing, the hallway, the west wing, the countess chamber, down to the maids chamber. I searching for the voice but i found none. Until when i saw one room with the candle on. I peek from the door, and i found the countess butler Gerson is putting his penis inside into one the statue that decorate the castle. And the statue seems pregnant. I get myself closer to the door and i hear a woman moaning, but i cannot she her. Except for Gerson, and he groaning in deep man voice as he masturbate with the statue.

I woke up the next day, visiting father Richard. He said, he will go to town and check the chapel, and probably told the people of the town that will be an evening sermon in the next few days. I visited the town. But seems like there is something amiss, I only see old man, and woman, and some adult. I not see young man or woman. Only some babies and children under 10 years old. But i greet them all with love, like the church teach me to spread His love and treat other human like we wanted to be treated with love and care. 

When i get back to the castle on the evening, i heard something weird. Softly but surely i heard women are moaning. By women i mean i heard a lot of women moaning after another. At first i thought the countess having pleasure with her consorts or something. But then i feel something is not right. Because in my way to my room i hear all those moaning, but all the room are empty, even the countess room. The creeps chill to my spine as i remember my dream the other night.      

I slowly walk quite to maids chamber. I look to the room one by one, but there are no maids, not even a single maid seems to be in their chamber. That is weird, but their room seems pretty clean and each room even decorated with statue wearing maid uniform. Until in one room that the door seems to be locked, and i peek from the keyhole. I found him ! Mr Gerson the countess butler is in the room. He seems moaning in his manly sound while having sex with the statue. But where the sound of the woman came from ? I heard women sound echoed inside the room, maybe there is someone else there ? Someone that i couldn't see from the keyhole.

I peeping for a quite sometimes, i dont know how many times has flies. Until i close my eyes as my memories take me back to several years ago. Where i still helping my mother. Sometimes the tavern owner, or the innkeeper point at me which room i can find her. And i peek inside the keyhole .... 

My mother, moaning and panting with random men every night that could be my father, sometimes a rich merchant, sometimes a traveling nobleman. When it finish the man usually leave my mother alone with their gold. I usually cant move my feet after watching my mother make love with men. It's embarrassing thing that the costumer found me in front of the door, when they get out immediately after sex.

It really some memory from the past i wished to forget. When i open my eyes i see that my mother is the room, moaning and panting in sweats. She look at the door and smiling, knowing that i will peep her again on the door. I rubs my eyes and she still there. She seems to spoke something to me. Is Mr Gerson actually have sex with my mom ? Before that question get answered, the door in front of me is unlocked and opened.

"Hey there Sister Joanna. Is there anything i can help you with ?" Mr Gerson open the door while he still naked. And his penis ... oh his penis greet me in front of my nose with its manly smells. "Aaaahhh .... uummmm sorry Mr Gerson. I thought i saw my mother in this room. Aaahhhn .... " I tried not to inhale too many manly scent from Mr Gerson's penis that still dripping  it's cum. "Oh there is no one here Sister, except for me my mother." "Ooooh ..... is that so ? mmmmhh .... i guess .... mmmnn .... i guess i must be mistaken then. Aaaaahh ....." I cant hold my moaning in front of Mr Gerson, this is so embarrassing. I always wish that my mother never make me drink her femina elixir. She always insist that i need to drink it so that when i grow up to be a beautiful woman, i will be able to feel more pleasure when i sniff a scent of man. So that my body will become more aroused, as i easily moan while thinking men would eat me on bed. It's not like i against my mother to serve man, i just want to serve God. I mean He is the man who art in heaven, who create all of us. I want to save myself for God.
   
"Sister Joanna .... ?" "Aaaahh .... yes ?" I answered. "You moaned too much, Sister.  I thought you are sick or something, your face is all red. How about you wait for me in your room and i will bring you soup later, after i tend to my mother's need." Mr Gerson instruct me. "Aaahh yes, it's quite thoughtful of you Mr Gerson. I will wait in my room." I get up and walk slowly to my room as my body still aroused from his smell. As he close the door i can hear he say "It's time for give you a bath mother. You get all sweaty after i showed you my love, Mother. Yes mother, i will sleep on your bed again tonight and make love to you." I think it's kind of weird, because i dont hear Mr Gerson talking to anyone. Or maybe his mother already in the bath and i just doesnt see or hear her.

My body is quite hot and sweaty after seeing a naked man in front of my nose. And my mom always said it's the goddess gift that runs through her veins from generation, and it does run in my veins too, strengthen with her elixir to make us desired by men. 

Sometimes later i hear a man knock my door, "Please enter Mr Gerson." He came in with soup and nurse me on bed. "You look very sweaty Sister." "Oh no i'm fine now Mr Gerson. I'm fine, i just need some sleep." "But that sweat will worsen your body Sister. Let me, give you a bath." He said. "It unnecessary, truly, i appreciated. But i dont think it's appropriate." "But i insisted Sister, You are the guest of the Countess, and the Countess instruct me to take care of you." With a heavy heart i take his hand that lead me to bath room. 

He strip my nun robe until i left without a single string to cover my body. "You look so beautiful with your golden hair Sister. So tell me why a young and beautiful maiden like you hiding your beauty under that midnight robe Sister?" Mr Gerson ask me as he strip his own clothes. "Well i assume that you never go to church or know my profession, do you Mr Gerson?" "Yes Sister, please enlighten me. I never spent my life outside the castle, so i would never know what the holy sisters do. Or why you dress like that." As Mr Gerson finish undo his clothes, He join me to the bath. "Well we, the holy sister. We usually called Nun. Woman who dedicated our life, body and soul to serve God by serving under the church order." I explained to him as he wipe the sweat on my back. "And what we wear is the symbol of our virgin chastity. Meaning we wont get into temptation, and swore to keep ourselves virgin for the God until the God himself take our virginity in heaven." "You mean i not supposed to see your beautiful naked body Sister?" "Yes," i answered softly as i can feel his warm breath behind my neck, as he wipe the sweat on my shoulder. "We nun, should not be flaunting our body to men. It should be only to God we present our naked flesh." "I'm terribly sorry Sister, i didnt mean to be rude or anything, i didnt know anything about nun before." "It's okay Mr Gerson. I'm sure God will forgive you and me, as long as we not sinned."

Suddenly he push himself closer to me, embrace me from behind as he rubs my breasts from behind. "aaaahhh ... please dont Mr Gerson." I moaned and ask him to stop. "But i havent clean your front side sister." He spoke. "No ... No please, or i cant hold myself." I quickly push myself away from him, and take the sponge to clean the sweat my chest myself. "See i can do the front side myself." while still moaned from his touch before. But then, he closed the gap within us, and locking me on the corner. "But tell me Sister. What did i do ? Am i too rough or something ? Is there anything i can be of assist to you Sister Joanna ?" His face is too close to me, his pheromones spreading through the warm bath mixing with mine, i can almost tell that our pheromones are making love in the air. Making my body aroused and want to mate with him. "Actually it's none of your fault. It was my mother's. My mother is a gypsy and she used to give me drinks that will make me weak in front of men, especially naked men. And with you .... naked in front of me, then you touch my body like that. It make me want to mate with you .... aaaahhnn .... forgive my words." Mr Gerson try to understand me as he touch my cheek with his gentle hand. "But why have you hold yourself Sister Joanna ? You would make any man the happiest man in the world with your beauty ... " He get closer to me, i thought for a moment he will kiss me 

I look at his eyes deeply for a long time "You wont believe me Mr Gerson, ..... aaaahhh .... but i do. I do want to mate with you and happily gave birth to our babies. Mmmmhhh .... to be honest, i long to make with a man, any man, But i want to save myself for God, i will be truly happy to give my virginity to Him. Because He is the only man i seek to love  and ... aaaaahh ... If you respect my decision please dont take me away from Him. Because i too weak right now, i wont even try to stop you if you decide to take my virginity"  I try to plead to him despite of all my moaning, and my mother's magic that get me even more aroused with each passing minute.

He rubs my cheek and look at me deeply for a long time, as i still hardly breathing. I can only imagine how red my face right now, as i see myself on his eyes. For a moment i already brace myself if He intended to make love with me in the bath. But then he spoke "That must be quite a burden you carry on your shoulder Sister, for a young beautiful maiden like you, to restrict yourself to temptation must be quite hard, plus all the blessing your mother gave you to make yourself so desirable and easily aroused in the sight of men, put yourself in even a greater challenge to get into the man you want. GOD. But don't worry Sister, I only loyal to the Countess and my mother." As soon as he says that, He push himself onto me, and press his lips against me. Kissing my lips and stole a kiss that i save for God for himself. He lift my body and put my on his lap as he embrace me, kissing me even more. "Mmmmnnnhhh .... nnnnggghh .... hhnnngggg" I moaned as his tongue invade my mouth and our kiss runs deeper. I can feel his erected shaft is rubbing against my pussy lips, i never feel one, or touch one as close as i can get like this before. We spent quite sometimes kissing, as our body pressed against each other my breasts feel his heart beat. His heart beating so slow, like someone who is sad, is he sad because he cant have me ? or is he sad because this kiss is our goodbye ? I kiss him more, want to saving this moment and want him not to be sad for me. 

After a spentfull time, we break up and he say to me "Dont worry Sister, I wont stole you from God." "I-I think you you just did ..." I reply softly to him. It was not his fault, it was mine, i not told him that i also save my kiss for God. "I'm sorry sister i not heard what you just said." He said "Nevermind that Mr Gerson. Thank you for accompany me in this beautiful night." I smile to him, as we dry ourselves and put our clothes back. He then excuses himself to attend to his other duty. I feel like having a sexual relief i need that night as i slowly fall asleep. 

In my dream i see myself get surrounded by naked men inside the chapel, and they touch my body, slowly striping my clothes. Then i get on my knees and looking at their hard member, and as my vision fades i see myself starting to please them. I woke up after my energy feel sucked out from my body, i feel hot, horny, and dirty after get such a naughty dream. As God's woman i felt guilty doing something unfaithful to Him, by doing it with other man other than God Himself. 

I get myself ready for breakfast and then I help Father Richard with the evening sermon preparation. I cant shake the feeling from my dream when i enter the chapel, when i stand on the spot that i saw in my dream. I know my Goddess bless with gift to see my future through a dream, and i know how hard i try to evade, the vision on my dream will bound to happen, and I cant run away from it. I bend my knee on the spot where i saw myself on the dream and i spent the rest of my afternoon praying to God to stay faithful to Him, no matter what will happen, and I hope that i can serve the people who will get baptized today with His grace. "Use me God, Use my hands, Use my body to serve the people, how soft and warm your love to mankind."

While i waited and spent my afternoon praying, Father Richard already gather men from town who willing to become Catholic, and get baptized today. When the familiar faces enter the chapel i speak to myself, "This is it Joanna, be strong, be faithful to Him."     

Father Richard open the sermon with prayer and then songs to praise our Lord who arts in heaven. After reading the words of God from our bible we getting reading to baptize the men who attend the sermon. I prepare the bath, which we will use to dip the men into the water, baptize them with water that we mixed with holy water blessed by Pope Himself. "Come forward men, leave your riches behind, your cloth, and all which attached to your body. Prepare yourself and come clean for the God who will come cleanse this world." Father Richard says. After that the men leave everything they bring with, and slowly also striping of their clothes, until they had nothing left in them. Then suddenly father Richard notice something, and speak to me. "O Dear holy sister, these faithful men come to us to join Him in his Kingdom on heaven, but they cant be baptized while they still leave dirt on them. They have come clean before i able to baptized them. So please help them get themselves cleaned, sister Joanna." Father Richard spoke to me. He then gave me sponge to help me clean the dirt on those men's member.

I nod in understatement, then i kneel and rubs the dirt from their member. He started to groan in pain as the hard sponge touch the sensitive skins of his member. "I'm sorry I dont think i cant do this, Father." the man spoke. Then father Richard speak to us "Dont worry people, dont leave God who knock on your door. God is full of love and willing to show us his love through Sister Joanna. Sister Joanna please be God love and mercy, clean their penis with your love, like a faithful woman who serve man." "Father Richard ? You mean with my  .... " "Yes Sister, i believe there is no other way, to softly clean the dirt on their penis except with your soft mouth Sister. You will willing to act and serve these men for God, dont you ?" Father Richard make it clear to me before i finish asking him. 

The men circling and surrounded me. As i start to undo my nun robe, their hand started to reach my back, my waist, my shoulder and my chest in a effort to disrobe me faster. My robe fall to my knees and i take off my nun veil, showing to all of them my golden hair, i can see men in front of me watch me in awe. One of them help me put my garment aside. I continue the ceremony by brought myself to my knee, making myself as equal to men pelvic, as the Mother superior used to say "God love women who brought herself upon her knee before Him. That is our place before God and Men my child." When I kneel, i become equal to man, as any woman born to serve a man.

I slowly touch the penis of the man in front of me. I slowly peel the foreskin of him erected member. Yellow white dirt showing under his foreskin. I move my face closer to it. As i breath i can smell the manly musk of his smegma inviting me. "Hnnnggghh .... aaaaahn !!" I moaned as i stick my nose to his member, Dear Lord it so smell. I get myself together, open my mouth and swallow his penis into my mouth. Mixed from man sweat, pre-cum, semen, and pee the smegma keep releasing wave of waves of manly musk while i suck off his smegma with my tongue and lips. "Uuuunngghh .... mmmmppphh ...." I moaned as i look up to him, drunk on his man's cheese. I dont know how long this man never clean his penis. I think poor people rarely get bath and wipe off their sweat. Bathing is something that upper class have privileged to. For poor people like him, even if he can bath once is a month it already a blessing, and probably he never clean his penis, because sensitive male part or never bothered to do it. 

After ten or fifteen minutes i release my mouth from him while still moaning. I can see he saying something, but my mind is still too dizzy to know what he talking about. Thank God its over, that's what i think. Before he step back and others close the gap within the circle. I look around, i just realize there are dozen of men circling me from all side, they all grabbing their hard meat and point it to me "Please good Sister. Show us God's love with your soft lips, i want to get cleaned too and get baptized like that man." "Sure Mister, i will clean the precious part of your body with my mouth." I smile as i look up to him. I thought the skinny man in front of me have an exceptionally long penis, but i could be wrong. As i touch and peel his foreskin, he become aroused and his penis become longer for two inch. I open my mouth and swallow his penis whole.     

I please his hard long member down, deep inside my throat. I moaned as the man grab my head and guide me, use me to clean his penis faster. I can feel his smegma starting to come of as i swallow it down together with my saliva. I look up to the man and blink to him with tears on both my eyes as the way of i saying "Your penis is clean now Mister, i would like to serve the next man if you allowed me." in my mumble. He pause for a moment as he look at me, then push my head off his long lengthen her penis. He then spoke, "Oh holy Sister. Forgive me because i not born rich man Sister. I cant give you anything other than this. Please accept this as sign of my gratitude Sister~" He moaned as he keep stroking his penis. Second later a rich of thick man's milk come out from his penis and bathe me with its warm love. Some get into my eye, some sticking to my hair, most wet my cheek and my chest. I had nothing to say except thank you, and the man leave the circle to allow the other to take his place. 

The next man who stand in front of me had a huge belly, and stink so bad. His sweat smells like pig and goat, and he laugh while point his penis to me and laugh "Im sorry Woman. I never bath, as my job always require me to cook and stay in the kitchen. I always busy working, and just jump to bed with any wench i want. No wench ever say No, despite of my smell, because i provide food and bed for them." I slowly take his penis from his hand and hold it thick member with my both hand. "I'm sorry Mister, you are mistaken me with common woman, i'm not here to please your penis, but only to clean the dirt from your penis, before you get baptized." "Well, you are the first woman who getting this close with my mighty cock. No woman ever agree to put my cock into her mouth. So i hope you are ready for it." He spoke as he wipe the cum from previous man from my cheek. "Dont worry Mister i will make sure God accept you, by clean your sacred place." As i take his penis closer to my face his stench become stronger. Oh God this man bush smells like a pig pen. When i peel his foreskin, it stinks like pigs fucking in the heat of summer. The yellow sticky stuff all over his deformed penis like a pimple secreting it oils. "Dont worry woman, there is more where it came from." He smile to me. I try to hold my breath as i open my mouth as wide as i can. 

It's so thick i almost cant hold my jaw. "Ouch, watch for teeth woman. You doesnt want to bite a man's cock dont you?" As minute pass, I started to get used to his thick member. My eyes get all teary from all the rotten smell. A simple act of cleaning the dirt from men's penis has been mistaken with pleasing their penis, as he started to use me like a wench. He been using me for 20 minutes, before he finally moaning hard and cum inside my mouth. He pulled of his cock and say "What should i do woman? My dirt not gonna come of that easy ? Should we continue until i get totally cleaned?" He slap his cock to my cheek. I cant answer because i still too tired from blowing his cock. Other men who still waiting for their turn starting to stroking their penis to me. "Please be patient everyone, i will clean your penis immediately." But suddenly someone cut me "Im sorry Sister, but i guess you have to work harder. Your fatigue and exhaustion cannot be compare with Jesus who carry his cross to Golgota. I'm afraid you have to serve God until your last breath Sister." Father Richard spoke to me. I finally realize my place I continue sucking the thick fat cock of the butcher chef. Other man become aroused and still stroking their penis to me, some even shower me with their hot cum. No more protest, no more pride i try to uphold. I suck cock right and left like a common whore, while my body sticky, dirty, covered with their semen. The baptizing ritual which started on evening get longer and longer and it take upon hours, but finally the last man get baptized and left the chapel just before midnight. As father Richard check into me who still laying on the floor, panting like a heaping mess of cum. He spoke to me "Sister, i think you better get the bath with the holy water, before the stain of men covers you and defile you. I'm afraid God will take you as his woman." 

I quickly crawl to the bath used to baptize those men, and i clean all the sticky warm semen who sticking on my hair. I wipe it from my face, my breast, and my tummy. Father Richard take the jar, and pour the holy water from my head, wash away all the worldly temptation of my skin. He scrub my back down to my hips. I turn back to him and say "Thank for you help father. Father Richard ? Umm ... father ?" I look at him gazing to my breasts, seduced by my feminine beauty. He touched my breast with the sponge while mesmerized by it. "I ... I'm sorry Father. I think i can clean my chest myself." I take the sponge from his hand, awoken him, "See ? I can do it myself." "Aaah ... forgive me Sister. I shouldnt be seduced into your holiness." He then turn around. I turn myself to the other way too, "It's okay father. It's not your fault to lust after me. We are still human after all. Male and Female attracted to each other. Too bad we both take our vows of chastity. If we were not, we might be lovers by now. And i will gladly bear your children in my womb, Father." I said to him. "Uhhh .... Lets not continue this conversation Sister. Before we fall into temptation." "Ah, yes, forgive me father. I have crossed the line." I embarrassed myself   

After we finished cleaning up past the midnight i said goodnight to father Richard. I head to my room, and he head to his. I tried to sleep despite all the sickness on my stomach from all the semen i swallow that makes me want to throw up several time. But finally i able to fall into sleep. I had a dream that I feel something hard hitting my groin. I open my eyes on my dream and i saw a naked man pinned down my body "Father Richard ???" I ask "What're you doing father ?" I keep feeling something hard pushed inside my groin. He then caress my face kiss me on cheek, he didnt say a word. I cant move my muscle or trying to resist him. Are we having sex ? are we copulate ? Is he taken my virginity ? broke my chastity ?  I keep asking to myself, while trying to look down. I cant see if his penis penetrated me or not. I was actually glad when he kissed me. I look up to him like a father figure, a father that i never have. A father that i wish always snuggle me and give me warm when i was cold, or when i was naked. A father that i can love only in my fantasy. A forbidden love to my father that i never have. "Father Richard ?" I spoke to him, and he stop kissing my neck and look to my eyes. He get close to my face as i close my eyes. We kisses while he embrace me close with his arm. I can feel him inside me. I'm glad we having sex. I'm glad we become one

Even if its just a DREAM ❤

I woke up the next day, naked under my sheets. I dont remember did i take off my clothes or forget to wear my nighties under the hot air. Then suddenly i remembered about my dream, i open the sheets and found out, i wet my bed with my cum, i guess the last night dream was too much. I have to tell Father Richard !!! That's what i thought. Even if never been able to walk away from my dream always, i hope there is away for me to convinced father Richard so that we dont have to fall into temptation like in my dream. I rushed to the home of helping hands house and knock its door. A middle age man open it and tell me that the priest who live there has never back and only leave a note on his bed.

"I'm sorry Sister Joanna. I have to rushed back to Rome to inform about Turks attack. I cannot risk for you to come with me. You have to serve the people of the city through your love and passion like Christ love and passion to us. Your love." 
I can believe his note. Father Richard is journey alone through the danger to warn good people of the danger might come to them. 
Meanwhile i still puzzled with my Dream from last night. Is this mean that we will be lover after he safely back from Rome ? or God allowed us to become a lover in his Kingdom on heaven ? or Maybe in our next life ? or Maybe for once its only just a dream because i was too aroused ?

I look up to the sky as i prayed to God. What ever the future might happen to me
I hope God will always guide and look after father Richard for me, and deliver him from evil